My day

Got back from my doctors about 2 hours ago.
Told her I was taking percocet, she was shocked as it can be very addiciting and you'll go through withdrawals, even if you've only took them a few times, so I'm off them. Still nothing works for my headaches I took 600mg of Ibprofuen, but its still here. Hopefully its gone by tomorrow. I have been having trouble breathing a lot lately too, so I brought that up she said it was anxiety but I don't know what I'm anxious about, she said it was probaly because I was gaining weight, so she told me I can stay the weight I'm at right now, since I'm a healthy weight, I'm 106.4, same as I was last time but thats okay, anyways got off topic lol she put me on Klonopin, for the anxiety, but that is very addictive too so it's only for when I need it and short term.
I also have an interview at Joanns, its a fabric store looking forward to it, I'm trying to get sleep but my mind won't shut up.
Also going to an eating disorders anonymous meeting, yea I can't spell but yea.

~Laska

Doctors

So I went to the doctors for my headache, they gave me percocet, I took some and its meant to put me to sleep but I'm wide awake when just like half an hour ago I was dead tired.
I've been feeling to sick to eat much and Edna (my ED) tells me "yes, yes, don't eat! Lose as much weight as you can!"
Screw you Edna! Though I really do wanna lose the weight like I've said I can't do what I want if I do lose the weight.
I got a doctors apointment tomorrow in Phoenix for my eating disorder, its a doctors that specializes in eating disorders, but I might not go if I still feel sick.
I hate gaining weight, I just hope it'll get easier.

~Laska

headaches

I've had one for 3 days now and I can't get rid of it.
I've eaten a good amount drank a good amount nothing works, took pills too ones for miagraines. I'm going nuts it hurts =[

~Laska

Introduction

Hey guys just call me Laska.
This is my recovery blog.
So I got forced into recovery a while ago and I wasn't too happy about it, I hated it and I had planned to lose the weight the minute I got out of there, I'm still struggling with the thoughts of losing it the minute I get out, but if I do I can't do what I wanna do.
I wanna help girl and guys out in my situation, with EDs I can't do that if I'm sick myself so I gotta get better.
Anyways if anyone has any questions or needs support just let me know.

~Laska